Mbr\u00ebmjen e djeshme n\u00eb prime BBVK, Melisa ka rr\u00ebnqethur me historin\u00eb e saj. Ajo ka treguar mes lot\u00ebsh se \u00ebsht\u00eb ngacmuar seksualisht kur ka qen\u00eb 5 vje\u00e7e dhe ka shtuar se fatmir\u00ebsisht nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrdhunuar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E nj\u00ebjta ngjarje i ka ndodhur dhe disa vite m\u00eb von\u00eb, duke b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb psikologjikisht. Melisa ka shtuar se ndjente sikur nuk e meritonte t\u00eb jetonte dhe ka tentuar ta l\u00ebndoj\u00eb veten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cKam shkuar te psikologu, kam marr ila\u00e7e. Si p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra shum\u00eb t\u00eb vogla e p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra shum\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, un\u00eb ndihesha fajtore. Fillova ta l\u00ebndoja veten, e shihja q\u00eb po mbyllesha sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb vetvete, sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb shihja q\u00eb njer\u00ebzit nuk po m\u00eb kuptonin aq m\u00eb shum\u00eb u mbyllja n\u00eb vetvete deri n\u00eb at\u00eb pik\u00eb q\u00eb kam menduar se nuk e meritoj t\u00eb jetoj. U verbova komplet dhe u mbylla shum\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb sa harrova shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra. Doja t\u00eb thoja shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra, po nuk po dija \u00e7a t\u00eb thoja. M\u00eb vinte turp t\u00eb thoja q\u00eb nuk po mbaja mend. M\u00eb ishin zhdukur 15 vite t\u00eb jet\u00ebs time n\u00eb memorie. Jam mbyllur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dy jav\u00eb dhe nuk doja t\u2019i thoja askujt, mendoja se mundem vet\u00eb, pse t\u00eb bezdis dik\u00eb. Mendoja p\u00ebr gjysm\u00eb viti se un\u00eb e kisha kaluar vet\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb derisa munda t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb trajnim dhe p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb k\u00ebtij trajnimi m\u2019u kujtuan s\u00eb pari gj\u00ebrat m\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqija, thoja a po ma shpik truri mua apo realisht k\u00ebshtu \u00ebsht\u00eb kur fillonin vinin mosha, njer\u00ebzit, fytyrat,vendet\u2026.edhe m\u2019u kujtua q\u00eb kur kam qen\u00eb 5 vje\u00e7e un\u00eb jam ngacmuar seksualisht dhe kur po i mendoj tani t\u00eb gjitha momentet q\u00eb thjesht nj\u00eb mashkull plot epsh q\u00eb nuk e shihte nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb, thjesht nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Fal\u00eb Zotit nuk jam p\u00ebrdhunuar por ama prap\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb aq e leht\u00eb. Edhe prap\u00eb kam menduar pse me e th\u00ebn\u00eb, pse duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebj sherr, \u00ebsht\u00eb gj\u00eb q\u00eb kalon. Por kur ka ndodhur p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00eb, kur kam qen\u00eb m\u00eb e rritur, kjo ka qen\u00eb arsyeja pse kam ikur t\u00eb jetoj vet\u00ebm. Ndjej sikur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb po m\u00eb shohin ve\u00e7 n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb edhe m\u00eb dukej sikur okay un\u00eb nuk u p\u00ebrdhunova fal\u00eb Zotit, po pse po m\u00eb ndodh e nj\u00ebjta situat\u00eb prap\u00eb, me moshatar\u00ebt e mi? M\u00eb dukej sikur jeta po e rregullonte q\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte ajo gj\u00eb, n\u00eb mos sot nes\u00ebr. Aq shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tmerrshme m\u00eb jan\u00eb kujtuar sa t\u00eb betohem, betohem, q\u00eb di t\u00eb them p\u00ebr \u00e7do vit nga nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb keqe. Nuk kam fol kurr\u00eb, thoja jam l\u00ebnduar un\u00eb kaq, r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ka t\u00eb mos l\u00ebndohet dikush tjet\u00ebr nga kjo gj\u00eb. Un\u00eb familjen time e kam shum\u00eb t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb dhe gjithmon\u00eb e di sa shum\u00eb kam vuajtur. Jam munduar t\u00eb jap maksimumin tim p\u00ebr ta, \u00e7do gj\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb e kam b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr to. Nuk mundja un\u00eb mos t\u00eb \u00e7ohesha n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb p\u00ebr to. Po n\u00eb fakt u vrava m\u00eb keq, u b\u00ebra shum\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb keq. Pse mos t\u2019i jap\u00eb njeriu forc\u00eb vetes p\u00ebr sa je n\u00eb jet\u00eb? Gabimet e tjer\u00ebve nuk t\u00eb p\u00ebrcaktojn\u00eb ty p\u00ebr sa koh\u00eb ti je n\u00eb rregull, ti nuk ke b\u00ebr\u00eb di\u00e7ka gabim, nuk je ti ajo q\u00eb iu ke ra n\u00eb qaf\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. Kam menduar gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn time se t\u00eb gjith\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, thjesht dikush do m\u00eb shum\u00eb durim, dikush m\u00eb pak p\u00ebr ta nxjerr\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00ebn. Un\u00eb nuk dua t\u00eb mendoj m\u00eb a i kam th\u00ebn\u00eb vetes q\u00eb ata njer\u00ebz jan\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqijn, dua t\u00eb mendoj se e kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nga padituria. Dua t\u00eb mendoj se thjesht nuk kan\u00eb ditur, thjesht padashje, \u00e7do gj\u00eb ama pse duhet ta brengos m\u00eb shum\u00eb veten me inatin kund\u00ebr tyre kur mundem thjesht m\u2019i l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb ikin?\u201d, ka rr\u00ebfyer Melisa mes lot\u00ebve me ngash\u00ebrim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Mbr\u00ebmjen e djeshme n\u00eb prime BBVK, Melisa ka rr\u00ebnqethur me historin\u00eb e saj. Ajo ka treguar mes lot\u00ebsh se \u00ebsht\u00eb ngacmuar seksualisht kur ka qen\u00eb 5 vje\u00e7e dhe ka shtuar se fatmir\u00ebsisht nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrdhunuar. E nj\u00ebjta ngjarje i ka ndodhur dhe disa vite m\u00eb von\u00eb, duke b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb psikologjikisht. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":25152,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-25150","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-showbiz"},"yoast_head":"\n