Reperi nga Kosova Antwa, i cili prej vitesh \u00ebsht\u00eb zhvendosur n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr ka folur s\u00eb fundmi rreth jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij dhe t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs problematike. Reperi u zhvendos n\u00eb shtetin zviceran pasi u njoh me ish-gruan e tij me t\u00eb cilin u b\u00eb babai i tre f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, i nj\u00eb djali dhe i dy vajzave.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb nj\u00eb intervist\u00eb p\u00ebr \u201cShqip\u00ebria Live\u201d, ai foli edhe p\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn kur ka nisur drog\u00ebn dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb i varur ndaj saj.\u201cDrog\u00ebn e nisa pasi u ndava. Nuk isha m\u00ebsuar me t\u00eb. Si i ri kam k\u00ebrkuar ngush\u00ebllim n\u00eb di\u00e7ka dhe nisa n\u00eb p\u00ebrdorimin e narkotik\u00ebve. Kjo pas ndarjes. Se nuk mund t\u00eb jesh prind i mir\u00eb n\u00ebse konsumon drog\u00eb. Kokain\u00eb kam p\u00ebrdorur. Kam menduar q\u00eb t\u00eb humbas mendjen, t\u00eb harroj problemet. Por u them t\u00eb rinjve se n\u00ebse duan t\u00eb b\u00ebhen p\u00ebrdorues t\u00eb narkotik\u00ebve, \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebnyra m\u00eb e keqe p\u00ebr t\u00eb harruar problemet, ve\u00e7 ua shtojn\u00eb. Kokaina si l\u00ebnd\u00eb narkotike \u00ebsht\u00eb e shtrenjt\u00eb e duhet t\u00eb fitosh p\u00ebr ta bler\u00eb. E pastaj b\u00ebhesh i varur. Pastaj duhet me vjedh, me b\u00ebr\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb kokain\u00ebn. Mund t\u00eb humbi familje, shoq\u00ebri e gjith\u00e7ka pas p\u00ebrdorimit t\u00eb drog\u00ebs. Aty nisin sherret, therjet, plagosjet t\u00eb gjitha gj\u00ebrat. Kam pasur shum\u00eb probleme. Jam b\u00ebr\u00eb shum\u00eb agresiv dhe kam b\u00ebr\u00eb shum\u00eb probleme. Ti nuk ke faj p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka q\u00eb m\u00eb ka ndodhur mua, e un\u00eb t\u00eb afrohem e t\u00eb them ti duhet t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebgjosh mua, po ti s\u2019ke pse t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebgjosh mua. Kam qen\u00eb 2 vite konsumues i drog\u00ebs. M\u00eb kan\u00eb humbur shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra. Jam artist, reper, e mund t\u00eb kisha qen\u00eb shum\u00eb lart, por m\u00eb ka humbur orientimin e jet\u00ebs. \u00cbsht\u00eb momenti kur mbyllesh n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb e pyet \u201cku jam, \u00e7far\u00eb po b\u00ebj\u201d, se nuk kam qen\u00eb k\u00ebshtu. Pse duhet ta b\u00ebj? Kam f\u00ebmij\u00eb, kam familje. I kam th\u00ebn\u00eb vetes \u201c\u00cbsht\u00eb e tep\u00ebrt, boll m\u00eb\u201d. Nuk m\u00eb ka ndihmuar askush. Mjeku ma i mir\u00eb i jet\u00ebs t\u00ebnde \u00ebsht\u00eb vetja jote. Ti je psikologu ma i mir\u00eb i vetes t\u00ebnde\u201d,<\/strong> -tha ai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M\u00eb pas ai zbuloi se prej kat\u00ebr vitesh nuk ka takuar f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tij p\u00ebr shkak se ish-bashk\u00ebshortja e tij nuk e lejon q\u00eb t\u2019u afrohet atyre dhe se u ka folur keq p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Madje reperi shtoi se ka menduar edhe t\u00eb vras\u00eb veten, por besimi n\u00eb Zot, f\u00ebmij\u00ebt dhe familja, kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb ai t\u00eb largoj\u00eb k\u00ebto mendime. Arsyet e ndarjes apo debateve me ish-bashk\u00ebshorten sipas tij kan\u00eb qen\u00eb mentaliteti dhe muzika. Ajo nuk ka pasur d\u00ebshir\u00eb q\u00eb Antwa t\u00eb merret me muzik\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cShkova p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb, se nuk doja t\u00eb ikja jasht\u00eb. Ish-bashk\u00ebshortja nuk donte t\u00eb jetonte me mua n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb. Nuk e gjeta kurr\u00eb veten n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr, edhe pse jam k\u00ebtu. Moskuptimi. Ajo donte shum\u00eb me ju p\u00ebrshtat jet\u00ebs q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebsuar ajo. Un\u00eb jam rritur me nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr frym\u00eb n\u00eb familjen time. Nuk isha adoptuar me t\u00eb, b\u00ebm\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb dy gabime dhe erdh\u00ebm n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb q\u00eb jemi. Dhun\u00eb psikike ka pasur, t\u00eb dy nj\u00ebri-tjetrit. Dhun\u00eb fizike nuk ka pasur. Doja t\u00eb ndahesha m\u00eb her\u00ebt, por e vazhdova p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00ebt, ajo nuk i ka respektuar dhe dashur kurr\u00eb familjen time\u201d.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n M\u00eb pas Antwa shtoi se ish-gruaja e ka denoncuar q\u00eb ai t\u00eb largohet nga Zvicra. Por ai ka marr\u00eb viz\u00eb tjet\u00ebr pasi po lufton p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tij. \u201cEdhe shpirtin ma marrin, un\u00eb s\u00ebrish do rri k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi. U b\u00ebn\u00eb kat\u00ebr vite pa takuar f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi. Kam shkuar, m\u00eb kan\u00eb mohuar pasi n\u00ebna e tyre u ka folur keq. Kam rrezikuar, iu jam afruar. Ata m\u00eb kan\u00eb mohuar pasi n\u00ebna e tyre i ka mbushur me mllef. N\u00ebse un\u00eb jam i keq, ajo nuk duhet t\u2019u flas\u00eb keq f\u00ebmij\u00ebve p\u00ebr mua. Nuk po shoh ligj k\u00ebtu, Zvicra q\u00eb ka ligje strikte. N\u00ebse ajo me krejt fuqit\u00eb mundohet me i ndalu, un\u00eb duhet me i taku. <\/strong>P\u00ebr Vit t\u00eb Ri isha n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb e kur u ktheva m\u00eb arrestuan se nuk kisha paguar detyrimin p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. M\u00eb kan\u00eb mbajtur 33 or\u00eb n\u00eb burg dhe nuk e dija se \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodhte. Un\u00eb duhet me sakrifikuar, me b\u00ebr\u00eb burg dhe ajo t\u00eb rrij\u00eb shum\u00eb rehat\u201d<\/strong> \u2013 tha Antwa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N\u00eb fund ai u b\u00ebri edhe nj\u00eb thirrje 3 f\u00ebmij\u00ebve: \u201cBabi po lufton dhe do luftoj\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs. Ju dua me shpirt e me zem\u00ebr. E nxjerr shpirtin, krejt organet i jap, ata jan\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mia\u201d.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Reperi nga Kosova Antwa, i cili prej vitesh \u00ebsht\u00eb zhvendosur n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr ka folur s\u00eb fundmi rreth jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij dhe t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs problematike. Reperi u zhvendos n\u00eb shtetin zviceran pasi u njoh me ish-gruan e tij me t\u00eb cilin u b\u00eb babai i tre f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, i nj\u00eb djali dhe i dy vajzave. N\u00eb nj\u00eb intervist\u00eb p\u00ebr \u201cShqip\u00ebria […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":9127,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-9126","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-showbiz"},"yoast_head":"\n